i smell something fishy.........!!

i wonder why i can smell everything! i tell u, my nasal power(sounds so weird) z v.strong... haha... u wanna bet?>
1. can u smell spider n cobwebs?? i can...
i can also sniff out the air n tell wats cooking next door...its 98 pcnt right... i can tell the ingredients not the dish..
i can even identify the smell of booger if sm1 near me has caught cold...(yukky right?)
well i never said having a strong smelling power is a very good thing...
altho i am always the first to tell mom if there's an lpg gas leakage goin on.. or if there's a dead rat somewhere... turns out there are more of not-so-good smells than nice one's...
altho i smell leaves.. the freshy smells.. n the sort of yukky leafy smells... i can smell the air that blows just before rain.. and i feel that 40% of the enjoyment that comes from food is from it's aroma... :) i can only identify the fragrance of a few flowers specifically.. but ill improve if i smell em more..
actually i think every1 can smell all these.. they just cant identify them....
altho i've never met anyone who can smell spiders n cobwebs...
it's not a good smell, believe me..
i wonder why my smelling power z so strong.. y am i the only 1 who can smell spiders??
maybe coz i spend a lot of time with my dog, her qualities r rubbing off on me... hehehe... or maybe coz iv got a phobia of spiders... (im not some1 who gets scared of insects.. i can very well pick up crickets n bugs n throw them on my sis just for the laughs... its just spiders i dont  like.. coz theyve got lyk 8 legs.. n hairy legs n they crawl.. n wen u luk at them u can feel them crawling on ur skin n wat if they crawl into ur mouth or nose while sleeping.........??????????? araaaaarrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
so i just dont lyk spiders so my senses have bcum stronger so that i can protect myself.. i think.. but dont lyk lizards too..they're dirty.. altho the other day i saw a baby lizard trying to eat a piece of paper,thinking its a bug.. i cudnt help myself frm finding it cute... :) anyhow it will grow up n b a dirty lizard.... eeuuww.... thats it and and caterpillars n earthworms.. in hindi all sorts of illis... yuk they're slimy... n sluggy.. n euuww.. thats it the list ends... other than these there arent much creatures i hate.. not even cockroaches... ) then y is it that i smell spiders only???????

another poem.. for it rained in april!!!! in india!!! 5th time in a month.. rain!

i opened the window n put my face outside..




i can smell the wet earth n see the pitch black night..



light from my window shines on the freshly watered leaves...



in every drop infront, i can see a reflection of me..



i hear every drop falling on every surface;



with precision, perfection n the sweetest grace..



in the frightful heat of summer, i discovered the magic night of rain..




and i want to experience it again and again...



:)

some1 asked me to describe th weather... i  first said v hav our exam so may b some other tym... today my poetic side is scared of not studyng n failing.. so its keeping a bit low.. then i opened my window.. and words came... i smelled the air.. the words arranged themselves.. i wrote this in my phone n sent it to my friends... :)

i'm dancing with tears in my eyes...

baby, baby cry and cry....

I wonder if anyone has noticed before what a wonderfully liberating experience crying can be… yes, CRYING.


I haven’t exactly been a great cry baby for most of my life, but I am improving :) coz iv noticed crying helps a lot. And it’s nothing to be ashamed of.

I… I cry for all the wrong reasons or better, weird reasons…

I cry when they show that blind dog on heavy petting n Seema Rehmani goes all teary eyed ”she is saying thank you”

I cry every time while reading Erich Segal’s love story and I know she’s going to die…

I cry while watching the most stupid scene in AURO when Amitabh makes Vidya Balan and Abhishek go “round round”

I cry when my veggie roll falls off my hands onto the floor…

I cry when I’m all angry n complaining to the HOD! (Seriously that was the most embarrassing thing ever! It was urrgghhh…y did I cry again? There’s just no reason. My tear taps are berserk!)

I don’t cry for normal reasons… my sis is going away for a year she’s crying. They all look at me expectantly, they say she’s gonna cry too… but me? Nope, my eyes are as dry as the Sahara desert!

Kumud, my bestest friend for life ever, who never cries, reads my going away message n has tears in her eyes… I cover my face up with a book coz I’m sort of embarrassed, her roomies go, she’s also crying… I say I am not. They inspect my eyes closely n only then r they satisfied that m not.(they dint need to coz soon I was rolling on the floor laughing on the fact that she cried…)

I have talked with my friends about this though… they say sometimes even they cry for no reason at all…

I think crying is letting go. Setting free.

You cry when u have had a bit too much… when you have saved a lot of tears on a lot of occasions. N it’s like the pot is overflowing n u have to empty it immediately, with no respect whatsoever of the place or situation you are in…

Crying is even better than laughing coz when u have got something to be sad about, laughing will just push it back into your head for it to come and haunt you at a worse time.. Whereas crying makes you feel that it’s out of your system. (Although extensive crying may lead to a bad headache for two days even… n really red and swollen eyes… but such a crying session happens rarely. Very rarely.)

Usually when I am crying for valid and logical reasons, I cry very less. Hardly a few drops… :D

It’s those things like a movie or novels that make me cry continuously. Or those long cry sessions I was talking about (those rare n really strong ones… but they don’t exist in most people’s lives.)

That’s it. Dunno why im blogging about crying..!! but anyway I’ve said whatever I had on that topic. Except that sometimes I actually feel happy after crying.. :) I love crying at times. No matter what people do, I never feel hurt. Except my family, be it friends, cousins, teachers. Whatever, they can never make me feel sad or hurt. I just don’t have that feeling(mostly). All I ever feel is anger… hehehe lots of it. So if I don’t find any way to vent it, I cry! :) and u know wat? Its bullshit.. that saying that there is a little hurt behind every anger… there’s not! Trust me…