September 10, 2010

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.


okay so i was thinking of uploading some stuff iv written in my lappy..but as usual my pendrive is lost somewhere...and as usual i'll find it somewhere soon enuf...so even tho rt now, iv got nothing special to post...i need to write right away...

i found myself in a weird mood this evening.... and by 10p.m. i was nervous and frustated and tensed..thanx to some people, who wouldnt stop behaving in a cruel way...
so wat if i treated them cruelly at some point too...???
but i totally repent it..and m trying to improve myself..

keeping that apart, as i found myself on the verge of tears i immediately texted my friends....simply asking how were studies goin on...since universities are just a month away....so, one of them,K replied immediately with the answer,another, M textd back saying she was having dinner n wud reply soon...

the third one... yes....she dint reply at all....now this particular friend has recently found new love in her life...and i feel betrayed...(of crse thats purely selfish of me) cz she and i were the "single gals" of my group....the other two being happy in a relationship already...so i had put her into my list of "we r olways gonna b single now..."friends....but as iv already said... anyway...

so now that K had replied immediatey...i told her what exactly had been going on in my mind....and no matter how hard she tried to calm me down...i was stll a confused bundle of nerves...

after some time M replied and later when id shouted enuf at her for replying so late.... we start chatting...and after a while i had again blabbed to her why i was so frustated, angry, tensed, etc...(i truly deeply THANK god for sending me this angel)...even tho she sounds like a scolding mother or a preacher at tyms,no matter what, she always does succeed at calming my mind n me down..(which is not such an easy task, lemme tell u)...

and again her inspiring words failed to inspire me to sit down n start studyng immediately....i felt absolutely at peace nevertheless...and u know..some time around 2a.m. i will start studyng....

my third friend still hasnt replied....she must still be with her new found prince charming or must b talking to him...and even tho i feel betrayed coz she went ahead and is now committed, i cant help feeling really happy for her...coz it's been a really long time for her... A had always been the crazy one!!now she is crazy for a guy...ok...i can take that...

i am so thakful to god that iv got such awesome friends with so absurdly different characteristics...helping, crazy, shy, funny, studious, serious, still every one of those 3 angels is unique...and i love them so much..

feeling slightly nauseous again thinking that after a year we'll all be probably in diffrent cities...diffrent jobs...but there is still some 7months left of college and im gonna make sure i enjoy everysingle moment with them!!!

2 comments:

  1. Very few people on this earth are lucky enough to get a bunch of friends whom you will never forget...
    Very few people are lucky enough to even know the meaning of Friendship.

    You are Lucky.
    Rejoice.

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