adios.. the farewell blog

gave wats supposedly the final exam of engineering today. it will be the final, if i pass in all the subjects.


i am feeling weirdly happy today and it's not because the exams have ended.it's just that i'v got this feeling that something beautiful is in store.

now i'v been meaning to write the farewell blog for a long time, and thought i might as well get it done with.

hmmm.. where shall i start???

of crse with friends...

bt first i wanna say that our cutie junnus gave us an awesome farewell...

1st year.. wasnt really scared or apprehensive about this new college, new people, new teachers. it was the same old place.

my same old friend, pooja.i had a good friend to fall back on if need be.

things took off. made new friends. first set: pranoti, nikita, rucha, sharvari. we4 had a blast in D section. niki n prana

were the most fun-loving and helpful people i'd met so far. next came rucha and sharvari. my practical partners(literally not figuratively.

our roll nos were together so we ended up sharing the practical table). now all of us

have a special liking for our practical partners... we have the most fun with them. we never did a single practical. kept playing with the

prism,gossiping about every thing possible and writing our names on the table... pooja was my best buddy all the year through.. we

had so much fun going to the tution at 5.30 a.m. in frezzing weather wering two three sweaters, scarves and gloves, singing songs..

poo and i did have some ups n downs in our freindship , but all of it was cherished..

in first year, we'd done a couple dance. that's when apurw, natish, anirudh became gud friends of mine.. apurw, my brother/ friend

who incidentally was in the same branch as me, iv fought with him, iv teased him.i've laughed with him. had fun tym..

will never forget his awesome personality and charisma with which he wins people.. natish.. wat 2say.. hehe.. the coolest guy,

never to be seen in any sort of tension... so many controversies related to us.. but we got over it all..

anirudh.. tere bare me kuch accha ni likhungi.. kabi help nai karta..:P jaa..but ur fun to b with nevertheless..



i also did ramp in quantum.. how can i forget my ramp friends...? rishi, noreen, shivani, asmita, ankita mitkari, etc... new friends.. loved them..

went on to have an awesome time and an amazing friendship with asmita(mark! wait fr it..).. and loads of ramp walks with superodels

rishi n noreen.. noreen.. love this gal.. tall slim gr8 attitude.. helping n rilly sweet.. too bad she's oms in hostel so.. never cud invite her over

fr sleepover on girls nyt out ;) .. bt nor ul b here nw.. :)



ppl abt whom i'd heard or who were my friends in 11-12th.. damru, nupur, bobde.. altho abhijeet bobde met with a bad accident 1nce while we were

returning from practice.. n things wernt so fun nemore.. :( but he was well enuf to attend quantum n c the ramp he'd organized.. :)

nups, knew u in final yr really.. gr8 leader.. next two yrs we r together.. hyd me jitni novels hai sab padh dalenge...

damru ... ur the best yaar.. apni tomboy! wens the next nytout, eh?

bobde.. tu accha tha. accha hi rehna yaar..
had loads of fun then..

hmmm... 2nd year..
seniors!... bopu mam ... loved her attitude.. had a gr8 final yr batch.. abhay bhaiyya, shweta di.. raizada mam.. rilli active ppl.. sutraj sir(helpd n guided thru so many thngs!! placements &projects..:) )

3rd yr batch, that's our immediate seniors.. found them a bit reserved or may b full of attitude(some of them only!!).. bt didnt have much rapport with them..

altho sm of them were rilli nice.. bopu mam, nivi mam..mrunmai sir..pooja mam(got to know her wen we were in 3rd yr)


then came my paaagal batch mates of extc!!

vangi(salma behen[cz she's in love wit atif aslam, we call her salma, atif's sister. name courtesy:patinge tai])- total psycho(these days i call er my long-lost crazy sis)

shraddha patinge(shabnam behen/ fulan devi)- awesomy lissomy lass :) ths gal z so much fun to b with... altho we did run into a few miniscule arguments, it was all well at the end.. had so much fun with u in colors-10 and wheelspin-11... madness.. :D
shraddha gawande(basanti)- intellingent.topper. rather sweet, haughty, helping, sincere(mostly.. yes! she's had a few personal bunk n masti sessions too).like her.
ruchika- badbad badbad badbad badabad... chatterbox.. never stops. kabhi kabhi awesome jokes marti hai.. n smtyms.. rili paanchat.
ria(mata, aap mahan ho)- actually paagal. she's mad. and bold. she will always b surprising u, u can never tell wat she'll b doin next. also u have to avoid being hit by her, standing close to her.. if she hits u, it hurts.. she 1nce slaaped my arm, my whole hand kept paining fr 1 day..
these were my practical mates(again nt figuratively.. partners while performng practicals)and as i'v said.. shraddha2, vangi were my special sweeties.. had dunia bhar ki gossips, fun, chaapo-topo with them.. will miss all of it.. :(


1pe 1 free:
minakshi- ria/vangi's saathidaar:.. silent. she does masti but only with her frnds.. these days we call her naagin.. :P
neha.dolas- shraddha gawande's saathidaar: shy. sweet. toppers league.jitni sidhi dikhti hai utni hai nahi.. :P
wadaskar- manisha.w.(madonna)- patinge's mate- (mani mani mani.. show me the money! ;) ) i hated her at first. weird girl. weird behaviour. seriously weird expressions..but then she became manisha sharma's roomate. dint like her even more. then slowly got to know her.. rilli sweet at tyms.. always helping.. frank.. n has rilli cute dimples but hates being called cute(bolo bhala!) dances really really sexily.. n really well..

joint package:

dristi,pooja: i love drishti. i really do. i fell in love with her humour during tour. she makes me laugh harder than ne1.. rilli rilli funnnn to b with.. my teddy bear..those ppl who dont know her well, r unfortunate.. im lucky 2have a frnd lyk her..she's also intelligent
pooja- sweet, shy, simple, intelligent, smart, taarif karu kitni..

apoorva, neha.g.- apurva(apoo) iz the sweetest human being on planet earth.. helping . loving. caring. she's jst sweeet. thats wat pops into my mind when i see her.
neha(anarkali)- lil bit crazy, lil bit funny.. lil bit masti....super duper awesome dancer, be it bharatnatyam,kathak, hiphop or bollywood. this grls rocks on d dance floor.

kasturi,minal,isha-
kattu- turi- kittykat- she's again mad. cute.baby. innocent lil daisy.. i sat 1nce with her during class n she kept laughing n kept making me laugh the whole tym.. even wen sir was staring at us. no wonder thakre sir threw her out f class 1nce..

isha(issaa)- kitni re pyari tu. shy sweet... v.v. cute. n smtyms does mast mashti.. lemme recall todays incident at bapu kuti.. asmi was all serious.. tellng isha hw she wants to gv the gre.. n hw her parents want her to do job, n hw she's never listened to them, n now she wants to. thats wen our cute lil isha says,
aey tune baal kyu khole, teko garmi ni horai??..made us all laugh like maniacs..

minal(singer/ wardha ki singing idol)- topper. always in tension. mostly sincere.. dragged dwn into the list of hopeless students attyms by her true friends.. :) hey,thats wat engg is all about..

graduating frm sincerity to hopelessness... :D

kon bacha? hm, pragati pranita.. sersly, zada kuch interaction hi ni tha.. thikthak.. they dnt even match their ans wit me after the paper.. they only look n talk if they wanna have the ans to ne ques... thats quite mean actually.. bt most ppl r like that.. so watever.. yes pranita pragati, i still like u both..

abhilasha, deepali mam: hmmnn hnnmmm.. :)
swapnaja: plz talk to ppl.. pls socialize!!!

mona mam!! the added m of our mark.. (mmark)- beautiful dancer, classical as well as rest. mishti mishti..awesssssssommmmeee singer.. her voice z lyk honey. tomar kokiler moto awaz.. shes already won a lot of awards fr dance n singing.. i personally feel she can win indian idol as well..

now comes my MARK... m-manisha, a-asmita k-kumud.. pata hai kya.. iv already written a lot meko jaan ppe ara... ill write a whole new post jst fr u guys.. :).. bt later..

departments except extc:
archu , tandra, pillu(goswami),zunzun,anky ..

minakshi das, ankita bhardwaj: two crazzies.. had fun wit u wenevr i was wit u..

archu ur cool.. pagal.. and a grl who loves to have fun n talk n entrtain ppl wit that talk.. wenevr i wana go crazy expect me at u n asmi's... :D
tanu... had seen u wit nabo di.. then rucha.. finally got to know u myself in wheelspin.. zada tym mila ni.. bt ur gr8 to work wit.. ur sweet smile n sweet talk wins over evry1.. tumi khub mishti r tomar khub dhorjo dhorar khomota ache.. :) jst love her..

mrunal, roma, prajakta, pragati.t., pampam,aastha,somrita,ankita roy, comp frnds,it frnds : had some good tyms.... :) ...

ankita mitkari: im ur fan!

pillu.. u'v got the sexiest eyes iv ever seen.. light coloured with lots of kajal.. no wonder all the boys r crazy ... masht girl.. very cute n sweet.. live barbie doll..
zunzun(apoo).. pagali.. :) 1of the most feminist ppl iv met... places where women r still cnsiderd lowlives, shud hav leaders like u.. :)


guys i havent forgotten u..

amar.. i think tu 1of the gud guys f our class hai.. also ncc backgrnd.. :) sweet guy. smtyms veeery funny. love ur red avenger!

bhagat.. chal jaa re pagal(akash chai chahiye.. pls... mangwaa..(wheelspin)).. :D u smtyms go mad, nai to tu b accha hai..

dhiraj jha.. bhai tum gr8 ho.. ullu bhi accha bana lete ho.. ;)

dhiraj gawali..(kara kara sinkara).. famous hai tu.. dark hua to kya, i think u luk smart! :) remo d'souza jaise dikhta hai..

mayur.. baccha hai tu.. boht bada paagal b hai.. kahbi lagta hai boht sidha hai.. kabhi lagta hmmm... my project partner enjoyd masti n talkative( :P ) wid u n preet n ku..

pratik mote: pratik mote, tu mota kyu ni hai??? aaj pratik mote ka birthday hai kya?? :P thiz guy is one of the craziest guys... and has an awesm personality! super singer/ guitarist

baba amte: baba tu mast hai. paagal harshad.. tour me u were the funniest.. boht boht hasata.. bas chidchid kam kar.. & plays keyboard mast..

shrikant: sadha porga.. nai tevdha pan sadha nahi ahes.. sweet, gud leader.. bt uv stll gt to learn how to win over ppl.. potential boht hai boss..keep it up...

guddu bhai: tu bas has..

avnish bhaiyya: :) tour me aap mahan the.. neway.. yaad hai hum sab sath me tulzapur gaye the shayd jb we had to pay to get shortcut darshan cz we were gettng late n hame jaldi bulaya tha thakre sirne.. toh u had refused to get the darshan in that way.. hd really liked and admired that.. :)

amol: tu bhi ek cartoon peice hai.. paagal. funny guy.. tho.. n a grrrrr8888 awesome writer of marathi lang...

vimal: shy. silent. deep. very high level complicated english user. :)
gaurav karn: kya dance karte ho....!!! :))

tejas: on th drums on our departmental band..
thanx fr lettng me play stupidly on the drum whil u ppl practiced. :)


kya kahu ill miss u all mere ek se ek khaas namuno..
preet, pknbr(my part-roomies), mark(my gang) n srivastav saab mayb, (i.e. my best friends)will get a special blogpost all for themselves! :) abi im too tired to write abt u item pieces..

my juniors!
i wont forget u! uv all been there too...

pallavi.. meri pyaari junior.. mam mam karti rehti hai.. 1nce she said 2me.. mam, ur my idol! i was surprisd.. yaar tum mere jaise idol rakoge toh hogaya tumhara kalyan!

devdatta.. agn 1of my fav.. into the doin common bhala 4all..cute sweet guy.... im a fan of his n his classmates dance the 1, pyaar hame kis mod pe leaya with white gloves! ;) he looks lyk a kiddo wen he smiles :)

yaman.. oh this hep dude here is so arrogant!hes full of attitude and thats wat i love abt him! :) awesssome dancer..(teach me those headstands, will ya?) naah but he tries to b polite 2me at tyms(practice makes perfect yaman..)..thats wen u seem rilli nice to me... :)

ujwal: cutest emo n cutest junior :)

anurag: wheelspin me hamara kaamwala.. boht kaam kiye beta tune.. also he wrote keep blogging on my message scarf(m.s.).. here i am.. heard ur a gud chess player.

parikshit: u wrote a lot of surprising things.. buh its ok.. :) he's got a really funny smile cz wen he smiles, u smile automatically wit him.. :) agn gud dancer.. cute guy..

himani , ankita, devyani: trimurti: jitne active ho utna accha hai... aur raho..

ankur gupta: the earlier statement wasnt approved by this person :P so, ill say ur very chivalrous n quite a charmer.. and a good junior, anchor also  :D

so all of these r my active juniors.. also shreyas, neha 2, paresh, nabanita(u got gr8 potential girl.. awesome personality kp rocking), pallavi.g.,shraddha's roomie(cnt remembr the name)..
r ppl worth mentioning.. dekho mere pyaaare juniors, extc ka naam roshan karo.. jis level pe hai, wo maintain karo.. ya aur upar lejao..
keep rockin extc! give the mechies n comps n etrxs a complex.. :D
jaise we ppl were best in placements, studies , extrcurr, cultural(nt xageratng,merely statng the facts), xpecting the same frm u..



finally, its been a gr8 journey..but it's come to an end.. n if iv forgotten u or to write sumthng abt u, thn sorry,.. but that does NOT mean ur not jst as special.. it jst means iv got a bad memory..

n do inform me if iv forgtn u, its nt2hard 2make changes2 this.. ;)

Changing Dynamics Of Relationships..

an extract from my diary, written a week back:

As my university exams are coming closer and closer, I find myself more and more pondering over things… I sat down to study and instead, I started thinking about the dynamics of relationships that have taken place in my life. Yes, the dynamics have changed, a lot.




When I was 14, I used to talk to my mom about non trivial things. Non trivial things were all that my life was made up of, back then. My elder sister, Neha was like my mother. She took care of me, told me everything I needed to know. Heard everything I needed to tell her. Dad was somewhere in the back ground. He's not a talkative person. Nor was I.



I was 16, my friends were everything to me, and my mom knew who my closest friends were (anvi and amu). Well, most of them, and then some. Even then, my sister was the one from whom I never kept a secret. But I never felt VERRY close to mom.



Till 18, it was the same. After 18, I started fighting with my mom.

We used to talk,

Over shower of love for two days.

Fight.

Not on talking terms at all for two weeks.

Gradually start talking.

Over love.

Fight.

Cycle repeats. Dad was still hovering somewhere in the background. I was friends with Pooja. I told her a lot of things, but she and I weren't exactly compatible. We got irritated with each other a LOT!

There was this special person whose friendship had complete control on me. Let's call her "misty", as always. I still told my sis everything. Almost. My mom couldn’t even name who my friends were, other than pooja. I never told her ANYTHING. I kept to myself.



I was 19, sure that my fights with mom and thus dad weren't just because I was a cranky teenager. Because here I was, 19, almost out of teenage, and I was still fighting with mom. No, I thought they went far deeper. My mom was the one who was more childish. I was mature. It was like shahrukh's dialogue in chak de!, ek team me ek hi gunda ho sakta hai..is team ka gunda mai hu. And both of us fought for that position. We even fought over stupid things like when she tickled me and I shouted on her and we fought. I found myself getting into rude fights with her and I thought it was all her fault. Kumud became my friend, but at that time, I didn’t know her that well...



Meanwhile, my sister was undergoing weird transformations herself... She seemed more distant. It felt like she was always irritated with me. I told her very few things. I grew closer to dad. Not that I told him anything personal, but even when we talked about or enjoyed our most favorite things in the world, food, novels and football, I felt he kind of understood me on a different level.

Everyone says I am like him, and neha is like mom.



One day, after a fight with mom and neha, I found myself running to my dad, hugging him and crying like a baby and telling him what happened. And he patted my shoulder and said "hmmm" and took my side in the discussion with them that followed. I felt so good. This was another thing happening. Partiality and sides. My granny always took my side, and my mom always took neha's. This divide went on becoming wider. My dad was mostly neutral. I thought they hated me, mom and neha, the way they behaved. Never including me in conversations or taking me shopping, Always plotting against me. I was sure my mom must be the most partial mom in the world. No, I wasn’t bothered, I never cried, but I hated the fact that they could be so mean. It all seems so childish now! :)



I am 20, well 20 and half, but recently, a lot of changes have taken place. My mom still loves listening to neha talk whenever she is home (earlier I used to count this as partiality). We all do. She talks in a way that makes you wanna listen. But as I said I was never the talkative one. And there was a time I felt angry that she loves neha so much, why not me? Well it's been almost a year; I haven't fought with mom (maybe a few arguments, but no big fights!)I still can’t express myself clearly in words, but I write. I can write. Dad sometimes takes my side strongly. There are things about me that he understands but mom, neha and even granny doesn’t. Like giving your vehicle to friends who need it, who can’t even drive properly and who will probably return it after meeting with an accident!! :)



Oh and yeah, that certain someone was never out of my life, but maybe now it's time.



Friends still mean a lot! Manisha, Asmita, Kumud. I can tell Kumud almost everything. And I never hate her!! Not even get irritated, that's almost abnormal…! Me not getting irritated with a person ever!! I even get irritated on myself and I know I am not a person who loves or hates, I know good and bad points of everyone, and accept them. But it's weird, maybe Kumud is my perfect friend(or maybe she is abnormal… I mean how come I don’t get irritated with her EVER??), the one who was meant to be my BFF, I wasn’t even sure something like that even exists (PERFECT FRIEND)!! But now I am. Even she never gets irritated with me and that saying a lot (or maybe she does, but never says it...)!!

Coz I AM NOT A PERSON WITH WHOM U CAN STAY WITHOUT BEING IRRITATED FOR LONG. But Kumud must have a real tolerant nature, if she tolerates me!!



Hey, recently something BIG happened, I found myself alone with mom, obviously I wasn’t going to tell her, but I found myself doing exactly that!!!

I had told that ONLY to Kumud and here I was telling mom!! AND it wasn’t "mom material"!! Still her reaction was so good, almost like she... I don’t know, I was so thankful that I told her..I felt so relieved.. Of course she then told granny and neha.



I had to hear a patronizing speech from my granny and neha's ever-superior remarks... I told neha to shut up and not to give any comments that were not welcome. I hated the way she went on about this particular thing. BUT, today, I told her everything, she tried to explain it to me in a sort of kind way that whatever was happening was good for me. And I tried to make her understand how I felt. And she almost understood.



Bottom-line: I WAS a stupid cranky teen who extended her teenage to twenteen so that she could be cranky for a few more months!!

#I am at very good terms with mom. I love her. She loves me and even takes my side these days.

#Me and dad being the kind of people we are, (read non talkative and a bit reserved, except when with friends), we are on pretty good terms too. We go running and walking every evening. We don’t feel the need to talk. Both of us are extremely comfortable with silence.

#I think my sis will soon be my BFF, guide, mentor, in the same way she always was.

#Kumud is my perfect friend.

#currently, the special someone is not in my life. I am not sure about this matter. And I don’t want to think about it now.

#during all these years, from when I was BORN till now, my granny has been a STRONG IRON support for me, defending me in every way possible, loving me beyond everything in this world. And I love her too. I always told her what I thought was granny material at every time, that includes A LOT of things. I am so thankful that God gave her to me, she is the best!!



I am really thankful that through whatever course of events, ultimately, it's all come to

An Almost Happy Ending. And Thank GOD for Manisha, who is an angel and my stress buster, with her calm voice and awesome reassurances; Asmita, for being that friend who is crazy and loves everything crazy that you do. Fun-loving and careless, like I am sometimes... (She is also super clumsy n super careless like me). And Kumud, for being, well, Kumud!

My family, that special someone, who has changed me for good and given me a lot, beyond what words can express!!!! My doggies. Ronnie, who passed away, but was a babe. It still doesn’t sink in that he is gone. And sherry, my mucky pumpkin (!!), who brings joy everyday to my life!!

Thankful to everybody in my life, good or bad, for just being there and making it so colorful.

I KNOW, this sounds like a speech, maybe like the one someone would give if they knew they were gonna die tomorrow,(ha ha ha ha), but it's just that I know that you should leave no stone unturned to let your loved ones know how much you love them.

A review: Of The First 10 Things That Came To MY MIND!

1) Robert Pattinson: His looks and bod!!!! Ohhhh…!!! And when he smiles and wears black!! Awwohhhhohhohoohhh!!! Even though I never really drooled over any celeb hunks, except maybe John Abraham, Brad Pitt and Antonio Banderas, even then I wasn’t madly in love with them like I am with Robert  Pattinson.i just cant control my heart skipping a beat when I look at him. Also he reminds me of someone. So do his vampire-like teeth. I am being…Cheesy, I know… and so very teenage-girl-like, so unlike me, yet I can’t just get over that face!

2) Jesse: from the Mediator short novel series: Spanish 150 yr old ghost, but sexy nevertheless. Also chivalrous, protective, possessive. Blue eyes, hot abs. He calls Susannah “querida”. I am in love with him, and even though I am not so sure about Robert’s abs, (and since I am in love with him too), I could totally imagine Robert Pattinson playing Jesse. I just know…he’ll fit that character so well... (Hey, Even though the mediator series is YA, such light reads are fun too…!)


3) THE TIME TRAVELLER’S WIFE: okay I admit, I cry when I read novels, the sad romantic kind. Even though I was sure I am totally devoid of such feelings in real life, when I read romantic books and the girl and the guy get separated, I cry. This novel made me cry even more than Erich Segal’s LOVE STORY. Must read.


4) Rajniti: I dunno what people liked in this movie!! Most of the twists were expected. Katrina wasn’t looking her usual cute self… so what was in this movie????(I never really liked Ranbir).

5) Friendship day 2010: I never thought back when we were in 2nd year that our class would come so far. But we have. Around 40people, in the evening made a split second plan to spend friendship day together. Made all the arrangements without any assistance in the night. And voila! Next morning we were off …. Loved this day!!! Had so much fun!!! My fav. Part: dedication of songs for everyone. Having a late night dinner (which was way too costly) in ‘Macchan’. Came home at 1 a.m. really sleepy and tired.

6) EXTC’s BUNKS: Which have become very famous. Again another example of the unity that our class has acquired over the years. Not so much bunks now, but a month back, everyone was so annoyed that we got to bunk so much!!!


7) Manisha Sharma’s Birthday Treat: Some 15 people I enjoy being with, lots of jokes and humor flying around, loud laughter ;) exceptionally good food (even with Gulshan’s standards.), happy and relaxed end of the day.

8) Lady Gaga’s “just dance” and Katy Perry’s “I kissed a girl”: I abso-lutely LOVE both these numbers. They are catchy, have feel-good music, perfect for d dance floor, and I soo like the lyrics (I’v had a lil bit too much…lost my phone..cant find my keys oh man…what’s the name of this club…I cant remember but its alright...aa..alright.. just dance! )(I kissed a girl, I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick;I kissed a girl just to try it, hope my boyfriend don’t mind it..) !! What else do we need, oh yeah, great video…. I just don’t get bored of this song… ditto wit paparazzi and poker face..!

9) Fight with Vishal: Out of all my cousins, he is my favorite brother and he isn’t talking to me! And I dunno whose fault it was..!! Not being on talking terms with him sucks!! And I miss talking to him!!


10) Asmita’s birthday gift and later her treat: This crazy woman kept on suggesting gifts to give her on her birthday and not normal things, gifts which were impossible for us to buy or which were not available…. We finally got her something, which she wanted, and I can’t really disclose what it was..! And before we could gift it to her, she came to know about it and kept laughing over the fact that we had actually got it for her. I could have murdered her, I swear!

And then we ate a REALLY costly snack for her treat, just us 5girls. Vegetarian! Hahaha that was fun!! AND it had been a long time since just us, four friends had been together, relaxed, had fun, and that day offered us what we needed..


11) VINITA’S WEDDING:
Okay, that’s more than 10, but huh, who cares?? My cousin VINITA got married...It felt like she was going away. Anyways she always was busy in her work and all, and now, she would be present in our get-togethers even less!! Or maybe not.
Well she did move away, towards a happy married life! Wishing her all the good luck and happiness she deserves!

12) I guess that’s the end of my list.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

okay so i was thinking of uploading some stuff iv written in my lappy..but as usual my pendrive is lost somewhere...and as usual i'll find it somewhere soon enuf...so even tho rt now, iv got nothing special to post...i need to write right away...

i found myself in a weird mood this evening.... and by 10p.m. i was nervous and frustated and tensed..thanx to some people, who wouldnt stop behaving in a cruel way...
so wat if i treated them cruelly at some point too...???
but i totally repent it..and m trying to improve myself..

keeping that apart, as i found myself on the verge of tears i immediately texted my friends....simply asking how were studies goin on...since universities are just a month away....so, one of them,K replied immediately with the answer,another, M textd back saying she was having dinner n wud reply soon...

the third one... yes....she dint reply at all....now this particular friend has recently found new love in her life...and i feel betrayed...(of crse thats purely selfish of me) cz she and i were the "single gals" of my group....the other two being happy in a relationship already...so i had put her into my list of "we r olways gonna b single now..."friends....but as iv already said... anyway...

so now that K had replied immediatey...i told her what exactly had been going on in my mind....and no matter how hard she tried to calm me down...i was stll a confused bundle of nerves...

after some time M replied and later when id shouted enuf at her for replying so late.... we start chatting...and after a while i had again blabbed to her why i was so frustated, angry, tensed, etc...(i truly deeply THANK god for sending me this angel)...even tho she sounds like a scolding mother or a preacher at tyms,no matter what, she always does succeed at calming my mind n me down..(which is not such an easy task, lemme tell u)...

and again her inspiring words failed to inspire me to sit down n start studyng immediately....i felt absolutely at peace nevertheless...and u know..some time around 2a.m. i will start studyng....

my third friend still hasnt replied....she must still be with her new found prince charming or must b talking to him...and even tho i feel betrayed coz she went ahead and is now committed, i cant help feeling really happy for her...coz it's been a really long time for her... A had always been the crazy one!!now she is crazy for a guy...ok...i can take that...

i am so thakful to god that iv got such awesome friends with so absurdly different characteristics...helping, crazy, shy, funny, studious, serious, still every one of those 3 angels is unique...and i love them so much..

feeling slightly nauseous again thinking that after a year we'll all be probably in diffrent cities...diffrent jobs...but there is still some 7months left of college and im gonna make sure i enjoy everysingle moment with them!!!