waiting.....

m waiting and waiting and waiting..............
wheelspin is over. colors is over. classes have started. results are not out yet. cat n xat results are out, scored okay in xat, lil better in cat.  tho i'm not talking about these things... im waiting for life to happen again. for it to start a big brand new chapter... im waiting for some other things to end, or take a great big turn atleast. i hate being in the middle, not knowing where to go. what is going to happen next. i was more frustated six months back.. atleast now im placed, i know where ill be in next six months... professionally, things seem set. me n  mom have permanently stopped fighting.
 personally, not specifying, but probably u get it, i'm at a loss. im in a whirlwind. atleast now i think i can resist. i havent tried it many times, but once or twice, i cud resist. so i like to think im becoming stronger,,, but the truth is, i dont really know... it might raise it's head anytime it wants.. what m i talking about, it has got it's head raised proudly all the time, only once or twice, it looks down.

i'm in sooo deep, it seems impossible to get out. it isnt like i havent tried..... if i get out, there's nowhere else to go, water everywhere, so i dive right back in... in too deep....i cant stay here forever..i'm human.. i cant survive in water..i need air..there's a whole world down there..but it's submerged.. it's crazy. i so want the water to turn into air... or atleast i want myself to get out and find a beautiful island, where i can forget where i was till then........
but until that happens, im waiting.. waiting and waiting...

book review(series i read in december)

i dont feel like writing my thoughts just now. i'm too much inside my mind right now to get out. so i'm writing a book review.

1)the confessions of georgia nicolson series 1 to9:
crazy.crazy, totally crazy!
sometimes it's sooo funny, it's 4a.m. and u have to stifle your laugh to save yourself from earning the title of a lunatic by your neighbours.(although i'm quite sure i mustv already earned that! but we always live in hope..!)
so fun in short.

2)sisterhood of the travelling pants series:
4books. 4friends.1 pant.friendship.travels. love. emotions. i think boys shouldnt read this as they wont be able to read this completely. it's a bit serious.funny. everything. really really nice.
i even thot up how some of our characteristics match wit those girls. bea is me(careless,loving everything, the biggest diff is im not athletic at all.).tibby is asmi(rebel), kum is lena(shy n beautiful), manisha is carmen(the one who cares the most about sticking together.)mmmm... i reeaally liked these series.

3)marykate and ashley olsen:
obviously havent read the whole series. read some 5 or 6 from diff series. these series are quite good fun, for girls, most series result in u feeling as if ur hanging at the end of a rope. harry potter and marykate ashley olsen's are the only book series that kind of make you satisfied with the end. like it has a really complete end in one book itself. i like such books.not those which keep you waiting.

4)my sister the vampire: only read two of these. quite nice fun. n really light light reads.
5) the mediator: okay i read these way back, but as the december book review kind of seems like a series book review, ill add these as well. i loved them.!!
im still inlove with him.the ghost character.wat was his name? sunthng frm j.. lemme check..... hmm, jesse!
sooooooooo, now m reading p.g.wodehouse. iv had a little bit too much of series. next m gonna start the left over three books of jane austen. :) happy reading...
on the brain/mind front, im toooo much occupied these days. college's national level fest. preaprations, other workshoiops, classes(!!!! havent really attended a single one!!!), other things, results tension, training after sixth months: tension, indian army ssb: tension. huh....mmm...nnmmmnn.... bye! ciao!

greetings loved ones!!!!!!!!!

aahh... new year!!!
hmmm.. i'm kind of getting a positive feeling for this year work-wise. and everything is bon at home front.!!! i donno much about the third front. that seems mauvais. wardha is vair vair froid right now.. but i'm liking it. coz i'm bound to like it. coz it's winter. i have tried each and everyday to go jogging. most days i forget iv to go, other days i remember but feel to lazy. so iv never been.
27th dec was a horrendous day for me.full of big time blunders!! it started with a stupid phone call.the day that is. i went to college and locked my key inside the dicky of my scooty!!! and i'd lost the spare. got a lift home and found it in neha's room eventually, the spare. got back, got some bad news and bad behaviour on the phone again.went home and from the tnp directory sent a placement party message to few of the ppl wit whom i wasnt in contact. turned out all the nos. in the directory were wrong.so ended up sending sorry message and eating harsh words from those who were very angry abt the fact that they had wrongly received a party invitew.. i wonder why?????
anyway, finally i slept and it was alll well and good the next day.
any way, bonne annee my chers and cheres... au revoir!!! or bonne nuit! or bonjour, whichever is auitable for the time you read this.